Progesterone is high! 17.3!!! I've never had results that high. Ever! Even with Kristopher, it was around 13 or something lower, tested on day 22. So I'm freaking out! I'm way too hopeful. Pregnancy test wasn't showing anything yet. She said to keep her updated, and try a test on Monday, and they have to allow 2 weeks from yesterday to do another blood test, unless I get a positive at home and then they will want to monitor that for a few days to be sure things are rising properly.
Am I crazy for feeling like this is it? I hope I'm not setting myself up for major disappointment but omg it actually worked this month and I have awesome numbers for this point in the cycle.
It's day 25. I don't want to waste the freebie tests and feel stupid when I have to confess my pee stick addiction. So, I'll pick up a 2 pack of my own tests to start using maybe Thursday morning...I have to hold off a little longer I think because a negative might totally crush me right now.
And, while writing all this, I got a call from the PCP, and I meet with the surgeon tomorrow morning!! She said they told them there is a high possibility that I may be pregnant but we're about a week too early for finding out, and they worked magic and got me scheduled early. So I wonder if they are going to take it out this week?! Before finding out for sure, I guess it would be safer than after knowing right? Ugh...Why now?! Why couldn't all this have happened last month or something?
I'm trying to resist the urge to POAS right now too and it's pretty hard. I've very excited about the possibility of ending the insanity, but I know how much more nuts I will go as soon as I start testing, so stay strong and fight the urge. Remember, pee sticks are evil.
ReplyDeleteOMG!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteI am sooooo excited for you!!! That is sooooo much higher than I had with my first 2 kiddos! Awesome numbers!!!