I officially have one more week of being hopeful and obsessing what may or may not have happened late last week. Next Monday morning I go back for my u/s and progesterone draw to see if I can continue to be hopeful. For now, I am assuming that I ovulated around day 13. Possibly day 14. Today is already day 17 and the little pains and twinges have been gone for several days, and the cm is definitely not the fertile stuff. I never had ewcm, but it stayed watery so from what I've read, that can still be good. If this month did not work, next month I'll force myself to drink more of the green tea and probably mucinex too. And do the dreaded opks.
Really so far, I don't know if anything has happened. It's driving me crazy wondering. It should be a pretty busy week with things around here, so maybe that will distract me from obsessing quite so much.
And if this time did not work, then starting after the results next week, I am going to start exercising again. I don't want to start anything major this week just in case. I'll say since the holiday's, I quit caring so much about the healthy plan we had going. We had lots of good food around, and it got too cold for my daily walks or anything outside. So I've gained about 7lbs back, and literally a pound away from being back in the overweight category. And that makes me mad at myself over it. I was doing so good and felt so much better about myself after I lost the weight. It's finally getting nice again, so I'll be out more, and a lot more active, so hopefully things balance out soon. I've also determined in my hormonal craziness, we've been getting take out too often. This week that is going to stop. I sat down and made a menu for the week before going for groceries, so now there is no excuse.
I'm just rambling at this point so I will get up and get some things done around here now. I have some painting to do. Another thing I better get done now just in case!
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