It somewhat feels like the week is going by fast. But then at the same, it's only Tuesday. I kept myself really busy yesterday, so that day went fast and I was exhausted and in bed by 10. That rarely happens! I really value the time after Kristopher is in bed, because it's the only time of the day that is my time. Last night he fought me every step of the way with bedtime, so I finally went to bed and told him I was upstairs too, so everyone was going to bed. That worked but I feel burnt out this morning...
I also woke up close to 2 with a weird pain on my right side. Not low so nothing cycle related. I think it was just from snacking too close to the time I laid down. I officially learnt my lesson and after eating some Rolaids around 4:30 and stealing my husbands spot in bed after he left for work, I managed to fall back to sleep for about 2 hours. So that is my inspiration to quit snacking after supper. It doesn't help me with this healthier eating anyway.
I'm on day 18 now. Cm is basically gone. I was checking out info about the differences with Femara and Clomid, and it seems as though clomid is common for later ovulation, which was the case when I got pregnant with K, it was around day 18 that it worked, and femara, people say they've had it happen earlier. So it makes me wonder. Even though I don't know IF I even ovulated!!! I'm thinking yes, but who knows. I've been excited and hopeful before just to find out the freaking progesterone doesn't rise above 1.
So this morning, I'm tired. That can be from the weird night. My boobs are highly sensitive and slightly painful. Interesting.... But I'm not obsessing! I am not. I swear.
I hope today goes as fast as yesterday. I mangaed to get a nice amount of painting done, blinds rehung. My plans for today appears to be ruined because it's rainy and nasty out. The plan was for being outside and getting flower beds cleaned out and ready for spring. So my back up plan will be going for fabric soon. I'm about to start Kristopher's quilt, and I want to make new curtains for his room. Since painting, he has just blinds, and I don't really like how they look, so I was thinking maybe I'll just make lined curtains, and do away with the blinds. Not sure yet though. I guess in the near future, there will be a picture post about all these changes around here....
Maybe you should put yourself on a google "diet" so that you aren't trying so hard to figure out which drug you're on? It must be a kinda frustrating not knowing which one, but even if you did know, you probably wouldn't change anything anyhow.
ReplyDeleteI will probably get my progesterone drawn again on Friday (but I'm sure I won't know the results till Monday or Tuesday). So the slow waiting will continue for me too...
Honestly, the waiting doesn't bother me unless it turn out that I didn't ovulate and then I have to wait to induce a flow... that wait is killer. I'd rather AF just show up and then I can at least get on with the next cycle. Well, I guess we don't always get what we want.