I am not sure what to think yet. Something may be starting. Or I might just be weird. I feel little twinges a few times and have been feeling that for a few days. Is that just something normal with PCOS? Maybe because of the pcos ovaries, I will feel more going on? Or maybe it's not even working and it's just the pcos? I hate it. I want to know for sure. I think if this month doesn't work, I'll see if there is a way to still do the study, but also pay for the u/s and whatever else mid cycle to check things on our own, so I know. The last cycle I tried clomid, I was monitored by u/s and blood work starting around day 10. I know I didn't feel the twinges and pains then. And at that time, the ovaries didn't show the defiant cyst line. I was not diagnosed with the PCOS then. There was few tiny follicles, but nothing "real".
So what I have going on now is constant tp checks for cm. So far I have not noticed any definite fertile cm. It's a the the point now that I just feel the wet feeling a lot. tmi. sorry. I don't know how else to describe it right now. I really should start opks, but that involves me getting out the door and driving almost an hour away to buy some, and today just looks miserable out. I might do it later though. I hate them and it will probably make me freak out more about it so I'm better to just save that money for something better. We will see.
I feel like I'm all new at this again because it's been a while since I've had a true cycle. With the chance of anything happening I mean.
The obsessing does get worse. Some of you already remember that. This is only the beginning.....
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