That's what time we are to report to the hospital. I'm scheduled for 7:30 surgery. I'm officially in freak out mode. My nerves are shot, my stomach is a mess. I've had a mental breakdown. I'm just not ready. I know it's stupid to let it bother me. This will be my 3rd surgery in the past few years, but it's still scary to be put under. I read too much, I watch too much. I'm just scared.
Because it's that early, it means I'll have to leave here by 4:45am. And up at least an hour earlier, because I need to get the bunny cage cleaned up so that's done. She decides to have a poop party every night, so I want that done before I leave so it's not so bad the next day... I also want to shower before leaving. This is going to suck. I wish it was Wednesday already and this was all over....
been thinking about you today....hope everything went okay!!!
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