Moving on

I managed to make it through yesterday with no meltdowns. The herbs are apparently helping because typically something like that would have me all emotional and crying. No crying. Instead, I was extremely mad at the whole situation. What a cruel joke. After being told by a few others about this, at least I know it was a stupid test and I'll never buy that brand again. Chalk it up to a learning experience.
Anyway, I was able to sleep and I've calmed down since yesterday. Back to the herb subject. They are definitely helping with the hormone balancing part. So I guess they are worth sticking to it a little longer. I think I'll still hold off on anymore expensive treatments till the fall. Spring we have a lot going and same with summer. When Kristopher's in school, I'll have more time to go to appts and to think about other options. I refuse to let it take over my whole life again right now. I'm ok with waiting. Whats a few months when it's been 5 years?
Today I am going to find something productive to do. It's my dad's birthday so a cake is on the list to do. At least that is a yummy project. And I'm working on pictures of the blooming orchids and a post with that later. For now, I'm off to make it a better day!