Oh I'm so glad that it is Friday. The end of this week was extremely stressful and trying. Not just K's outbursts because he had a fairly good day today, but it seems like everything triggered my mood. I'm just burnt out with everything and need a break. We all need a break. We can't get away and do our vacation this year till September though so somehow I need to get a handle on things in other ways. There is just so much on my mind and it's overwhelming to the point that I can't even let it all out. It's stuck. So this is going to be one of those random posts.
I'm working on a plan for a schedule for us during the days since the therapist says that K will thrive on structure and staying busy. We've found some new friends and it worked out for both me and him, so we're hoping we can get together more regular with them. That will help.
Monday I have my appt. I have lots on my mind that I want to bring up. I'm thinking that IF something happened, it was yesterday. Still a little achy but those stabbing pains are gone. I hope that it's not too early for the P4 on Monday. I hate to drive the whole way back a week later for 1 min blood draw. There was a mix up with my last blood draw that I chanced with a local lab, and we JUST got the results on that today. Idiots were faxing the results to the phone number apparently, even though I have a copy of the form that in all caps listed the to "please fax the results to (study nurse) at (fax number)" and if there was any questions feel free to call at (phone number). It took several calls today and they finally got it straight and we have results. If that wouldn't have been found and resent, I could have been voided out of this for not having proper documentation of everything. So I'm not sure I want to risk going back there.
Tonight is another long night because my husband is going to be working a long overnight shift. He came home, ate and went to bed. It's about time for him to get up and leave again. Going to be a lonely night. But maybe I'll steal the whole bed and sleep good without someone snoring. Or waking me up in the early morning with leaving. I have not been sleeping that great with everything on my mind either.
Enough rambling for now. After he leaves, I think I'll go to bed. Hopefully the weekend will be a turning point from this week.
Yes, a vacation sounds nice, but still a long ways off.
ReplyDeleteI hope your results are good this monday... even if you did just O the other day, I think you should still see an elevated P4 by Monday. Good luck.