Busy week

I'm still around. Slacking as usual lately.
Today is day 10. I had to look that up to see. I guess that means "homework" starts. I'm not hopeful this time, and just at this point want the whole study to be over. I'm tired of all this. I was doing really good with the healthy eating and losing weight. I was close to my real goal. Really close! But, between the meds and the craziness around here, I've been craving, and eating, junk again. I have to get back on track after this weekend. I feel like crap about it all right now.

We went today to my friends house who lives 2 hrs away. I had also babysat for another friend and took her 9 month old along. We had a great day and I even stopped at target with K and the baby. And I survived! I determined that it was easy and I can totally do it. And I had a blast with the baby for the day. I use to avoid doing this but it actually helps me lately. And K loves it too. I think it's good for him.

I've been tired and fighting insomnia again. I actually think after today I might be able to sleep and am going to bed early tonight. I have lots to do tomorrow to prepare for a cookout on the 4th. It's not going to be that big of a deal, but my niece is coming so I'll have more time to obsess over a baby. I've been told she's really smiling and interacting now so it will be fun. I figure I might as well let the bitterness go totally away and enjoy the time they are around.

I'll be posting more next week. I'm still thinking on a way to change and design the blog. Maybe some changes will come next week too. I hope everyone has a great weekend!