This week seems to be going fast. And definitely not as mental as last week. I'm doing a lot better. I ended up finding another bottle of provera in the cabinet that was left over from a previous round, and I took 1 more day so it was a total of 7 days. That was last night. Nothing is happening yet. I've had a lot of achiness and cramping, and the boobs are sore. But no spotting or anything yet. I wish it would just hit already and get out of here. I don't want it to be starting and really horrible over the weekend. I hate when it arrives in time to ruin that.
Yesterday and today was spent as a glimpse into life with another kid. I babysat for a friend, and Sunday night I was assuming nothing would get done in these 2 days. Surprisingly, I got a ton done and still managed to stay calm and stress free. K also was very good and tried harder with his outbursts. He loved having the baby around and was upset when I told him today was the last day for a while. I have no doubt that if this could finally work, he would be an incredible big brother. He did so good. He helped with anything I'd let him, he was very careful around the baby and rushed over when she was unstable trying to walk. We stayed in all day Monday, but today we ventured out and had a nice time visiting with friends. Somehow, it was all really calming to me.
Not sure what we will get into tomorrow or the rest of the week. I know that K needs to sleep in later tomorrow and catch up on sleep. We will probably stay home and get things done around here. I'm trying hard to keep things less stressful for both of us, but keep us busy enough that we don't have time to get bored and mental. There was things I thought of earlier that I wanted to write about, but I'm too tired to remember. Maybe tomorrow. For now, I'm going to go sleep.
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