Obviously I'm crazy. I'm still awake. Never attempted sleep yet. Tomorrow will most definitely suck. My husband is gone though, working a crazy long shift tonight-normal shift tomorrow because work is getting busy. It's been unpredictable and slow lately, and he figures might as well take the time and save when able since a lot of places are falling apart. I guess I see the point but I miss him. And I don't sleep very well alone. The dog is too old to try to come up with me and has no interest because of that. I tried to help her up on the bed and she looked at me like I was crazy and curled on her bed again. So fine. Here I am.
I've also been obsessing. Technically, it's day 31 now. The longest cycle I've had so far with showing response has been 31 days. Its been 15 days today since the real positive opk. So, obviously I'm wondering.
If the p4 was so low on day 23, and I'd have ovulated around 17-19, shouldn't it have been higher by day 23? Or doesn't it rise at all till 7 days past? I'm confused on that. I'm tempted to some tests and give it a try Thursday. We will see though. I still feel like I'm setting myself up for disappointment. Plus, the last day we covered was day 16, positive opk day. Then, not again till 21 thanks to that infection.....So, do we really have a chance....
This is why normal people sleep.
Hang in there Michelle! I did O around day 20 both times with my older kids. My progesterone would come back low on the day 21 blood test. I was temping so I could see the shift then.
ReplyDeleteSorry for your lonely night. It's terrible not even feeling like you know which end is up right now, but eventually things will sort out. It's just going to drive you mad until then.
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