Fat

That's what my dr appt brought me today. The conclusion that I gained OVER 20lbs since 2009 when I completed the study. I gave up, and let myself go. I know it. But I wasn't expecting things to be so bad. It's more than I've seen in a LONG time. So, I'm even more bummed and depressed again. My options based on my blood work and u/s's are to lose weight (duh!) and then clomid with being monitored. That's it. He offered me a spot in a new study. Weight loss for 4 months, and then 4 rounds of clomid cycles. I'm debating it. Either way, that's my outcome. The study pays it 100%, and includes dietary advice, meal replacement bars and exercise tips and advice. It covers all my u/s and bloodwork and doctor appts. And this time I'll know 100% the drug is clomid. He feels that is what it was before. And I responded really good 2 times, and one other. Out of 5 cycles. I've already had the HSG, so the only thing left is a whole round of blood work again, treadmill test, and Dennis gets his turn in that creepy room again. I'm debating it. I don't know how I'll be able to handle the very strict diet part of things, but if it means it's 100% paid and the same outcome, maybe I should....