Falling behind

I'm falling behind on my blog again. I've been so busy and distracted lately. I can't believe it is Thursday already!
Still no update on what the weird boob pain was all about. Still semi there but nothing like earlier in the week. I'm hoping it means at least something has happened and I don't end up needing that appt to bring it all on.

We found a house we want. It's beside my husband's boss, in the area we want, fenced back yard, school district we want, etc. The downfall is that it's been repo'd, and it needs a little work. Its not listed, and probably would not be listed in my timeframe. So I called a realtor about another property I saw online, and slightly mentioned this other house. He asked for the address and said he would get back to me. Yesterday he calls and says he can get us an awesome deal on whatever is owed (which we don't know that price yet) and asked if I would like to see inside in a few weeks. Um yes! He is still working on all the fine details with the lender who owns it now, and can hold off them listing if we are for sure interested. It would all happen before the April 30th deadline for the first time buyer credit, so we would benefit there too!! I haven't said much about it yet but this has been on my mind pretty constant for the past month. It's where we want to be, the type of house we're looking for, nice sized yard and awesome price. And the tax credit was extended so I'm taking these all as positive signs. I know if it's meant to be, it will work out on it's own but a little praying for that doesn't hurt. I just really want this to work more than anything else right now!
In the chance that it doesn't, I'm thinking we might just stay put for a little longer. Help with things here a little more and make sure that when we do go, everyone is much better off. I can't come to terms with renting again and knowing that renting will be more than a mortgage. So, I am willing to wait a little longer till we find exactly what we want.

I'm going through baby withdrawal here. It's been over a week now since my friends baby was born and the older baby went home. I stopped in to see them yesterday and only was able to see the new baby. Older one went with the grandparents for the afternoon. Seeing and holding that little newborn just makes that need all come back. I was doing good (or I'd like to think I was) and now it's also all I can think about.

Enough rambling I guess. I'm going to attempt my Christmas card pictures today. K's in a pretty good mood so I better take advantage of that.