UPDATE:
Spotting again. Officially give up.
Original post:
So there still isn't anything going on here. From when I thought things happened, I should be 16dpo now. I had a ton of really weird dreams last night that pushed me to test first thing this morning. It was negative. Not even a hint of a line to obsess about. And believe me, I've gone back to look a few times.
I wait. I honestly do not feel like anything is on the way. All typical symptoms are gone other than I'm still extremely tired. I've gone to bed all week early and been asleep within minutes. That is very rare for me.
Typical period symtoms for me are moodiness (check, although wasn't as bad till this test), tired (check), sore boobs (missing), bloating (missing), spotting (missing).
I just really thought this was going to turn positive this morning. I know I am not suppose to give up yet. I just wish I felt something for sure one way or another. I will not be testing again for a few days.
And I thought I had all this stuff figured out. Maybe I'm off on the date of ovulation. It was day 25 in the late afternoon/evening that I felt really intense right ovary stabbing. Up till bedtime actually. The next morning I felt nothing more. Then day 29 is when I had the recheck P4. My level was up to 9 from 0.2 the week before. Something definitely happened there. Fast forward another week, day 36. I had that weird spotting. And now it's day 41 and we still don't know anything. Is it me or is it weird? And could I be off on my dates?
I wish I could convince them to just do a blood test and recheck the P4 while at it.... At least then I know if that level is anything under 9 that I can quit being hopeful.
Sorry it's not looking good at this point.
ReplyDeleteI've been deceived by my ovary pains many times, so I don't know that you can trust them to give you any clues as to when it actually happened. However the blood work is pretty good.
I feel like it's still a little early to abandon all hope, but it sure would have been nice to see a second line this morning. I'm still holding out a little hope for you, and if not, you gave it your best shot and this isn't the end. You need a different style of monitoring and care than the study offered.
I hope you have some good stuff planned for this weekend!