Time is going too fast for me. I can't seem to catch up on here anymore. So for now, it will be this weird jumbled random facts.
We will start with herbs. I no longer know if things are working or not. I feel that it may be working, and I have too much stress for things to fully form and complete? If that makes sense. I feel pain throughout, have signs, then nothing shows and tests are negative. So, I'll assume its the fact we have so much other stuff going on, and just not meant to be right now.
My grandma is home and doing good. We have been keeping close tabs on her, and she seems to be resting a lot more. She is more laid back. Not as moody and opinionated, which in a way is good, but also proves that she will never go back to how she was. She will talk to us, but only if we keep pushing conversation. It's just really different.
I'm debating between a new therapist for Kristopher's behavior issues. The reason I say debating is because I'm 90% sure the newest issues and outburst now, are because of my dad. He's back to pretty much laid off and around all day, and we have always had our differences. His sole purpose in life is to mess with my mind and get me worked up and mad. So Kristopher is seeing the disrespect and since he LOVES Pappy, and Pappy never says no or does anything to hurt his feelings, he will follow that behavior because it's funny. So overall, therapy probably isn't going to do anything to change it because dad will NOT change. I keep thinking moving will help, but it will most likely make them have serious issues again and possibly lose the house, plus I will no longer be super close to keep an eye on my grandmother. So, I am trying to ignore it and just standing firm with my rules with Kristopher. Eventually he is going to see that Pappy doing ____ just got me in trouble, again, and this is not cool.
And with Kristopher, tball is approaching the end. I think there is 4 games left, unless we make up the 2 that were canceled. At the most, 6 left then the picnic and trophies. He did really good this year. Then we need to decide if we want to do soccer, or stick with just baseball. Soccer will be good for letting him run off a lot of energy so I think we will probably do it.
So that's our update in a nutshell. Soon time for breakfast and baby nap time. Just have to make it through today and tomorrow....
On the herbs thing, I think their is something good about not having enough time to sit around and think about what's going on too much. But, for the record, I really hope they are helping in the long run... you've spent a lot of time on them, it would be nice to see at least more regularity form them.
ReplyDeleteThat's pretty upsetting about your dad influencing K like that. I would have a very hard time dealing with that, but you're right that K will learn.
I never got to play soccer but wish I could have. We didn't have it when I was a kid. All that running will be so great for him. And soccer is a good sport to learn young.