Stabbing Ovaries

Well, so much for not obsessing. I've been having pains for most of the day. And while sitting at the funeral I felt this disturbing feeling like something was starting. I snuck to the bathroom as soon as I was able and to my surprise, no blood. Sooooo.....I guess that means something may be going on. Or it is just mind games. I'm leaning more towards mind games because of the past 2 months that I was so sure it was happening and nothing did. So, until they show me high progesterone levels, I'll be negative. Blah. More updates tomorrow. Got homework now and then sleep. Honestly I just want to sleep. I don't even feel like moving from the couch after the day I had.