Friday thoughts

So, instead of getting ready to leave for my usual Friday errands, I'm sitting here thinking.
I went out yesterday and tried to find a dress for the funeral. I didn't have any luck so I think I'll stick with what I have even though it's a little big now (yay!). I'm trying to decide what to do about K for this though. I'm not sure when the right time is to expose a child to this. I decided that I'm only going to the funeral and burial, and skipping the viewing part because family gets an hour before the funeral starts anyway. Dennis does not get paid for taking off for this, and really things are so busy with trying to get everything under control for his week off in 2 weeks. He said he would stay home for me to go to things and work later, but I just don't know.....I hate to make him miss work and bust his butt to get those hours back.

Not sure what day I'm on cycle wise. I'd have to look at my journal. I haven't been keeping up with that this time. I honestly don't care anymore. I know that I'm starting to feel achiness and the usual cm issues. Other than that, nothing there to shout out that something is definitely happening. I'm not going to obsess about that though.

I'm trying to come up with ideas for keeping Kristopher busy during this school year. I made a few calls and preschools are full. The head start/pre-K program is based on low income, first come first serve type of thing. And for those who are over that and would have to pay, it goes by income as well. We are on the higher end of things and that is against us apparently. I shouldn't complain but if it's so important that my child gets exposed (based on the therapist) why can't I find something without driving almost an hour and half away? It's crazy. I think I'm going to get him in the YMCA gym and pool thing again this year, he will do preschool the 2nd and 4th marking period of the school year at the high school program, and I guess we will work on homeschooling preschool to prepare for next year. I'm not sure what else to do. After we get back from vacation I think I'll devote an hour or 2 per day to "school".

I guess I'll go get some errands done, and hopefully be back home before too late tonight. I'm exhausted and just want a day to do nothing.