Just some helpful info...Do not go to dollar tree, with an 11 month old and newly 2 yr old, and buy only a test. The cashier will give that look of pity and sigh loudly.
The said test was negative a few days ago. I'm still wondering though because I am way overdue, but back when I was sick, I quit herbs. So of course it's not unusual for it to be long missing. But now I have clear progesterone increase going on, and cramping. But nothing else. It really makes me wonder late at night. I'm not sure which would be the best option for cheap but accurate tests, and to avoid the horrible dollar tree lady again in the same week.
Anyway, just late night thoughts that really don't mean anything. I mean, I've played these mind games before. That's all it is. There is no way that it can be more. In a few days I'm sure my long lost friend will reappear and make my life miserable. That little part of me that is still really stupid is just thinking too much tonight.
It doesn't help that I've had some really out there dreams about pregnancy and new babies. Not nice to do to someone who's already crazy. Not nice at all....
Goodnight....I'll update more on this in a few days if I get the courage to waste more money.
I'd just decide that I was going to wait X more days and then get some nicer tests from walmart or something (and always get a 3 pack). That way you will feel more justified in purchasing the tests.
ReplyDeleteThis is kinda exciting, right? I hope that she stays gone and something good comes from those tests. :)
And I totally understand that judgemental look. That's why I just by a dozen at a time and I know I won't have to endure that again for awhile and hope that next time I do someone else is working the register.